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Gees, well Dr Twickler deflated my bubble I was in. I told her what the neurologist said and she said there is a pretty good indication to her this is just the brain not forming right. She said it was the enlarged ventricles, cortical thinning, small cerrebellum, and small corpus collasum. She didn't tell me about the corpus collasum before. So now I think am about out of hope and tired. I don't think I want to do this anymore. I am tired of feeling lost and confused. I am tired of getting my hopes up only to have the squashed again. We are still suppose to have the re-scan Friday, but I am just so frustrated.