I don't feel so bad anymore! Jude slept really soundly until about 3am when he requested via a whine to be turned over. He quickly fell right back to sleep. When I got up this morning he was in his room while Charlotte got all his stuff ready. Jude was just laying in his bed very bright eyed. He had tiny little bags under his eyes from sleeping so hard. He surprisingly heard me, turned my direction, looked me in the eye, and smiled really big.
I always worry to much about new things. It's obvious the sedation worked and did what it was suppose to. We need our REM sleep to heal our bodies and our brains. I think Jude finally got some last night.