Jude is not well. He still has not eaten, and his mouth is now lacking moisture. I am so angry with the doctor at the other hospital we visited that I could scream. I feel like this could have been avoided, and a simple IV of fluids would have helped me. They told me there that he was "borderline" dehydrated and his heart rate was very high, so why wait?? Now here we are and it's Monday, I have to be at work, and my kid is on his way to the hospital again. I talked to my boss, and I am leaving today, but I am still so angry. Maybe I am just using him as an outlet, but I am still upset, and so is Jude's dr.
We are at a loss. Jude's pediatrician seems to think his refusal to eat is still because he is ill, and that once he has fluids he will eat again. I pray that's the case. I was a bit panicked when I called him this morning. He joked with me to ease the tension, and said I held it together so well all weekend. I told him that was true, but now I am really scared. He explained he doesn't think Jude is at the point of no return, and that the fluids will help. I am scared though.......something just isn't right, something is setting my mommy fears off.
We are on our way in. I will update when I can.