Jude had two autonomic attacks last night and they weren't good. Mike and I both really had to work with Jude to get him back to normal. I am going to post a video of the one on the couch. I had already administered Valium here so he is starting to relax a bit. Keep in mind Jude can laugh with pain.
The one Jude had when we put him to bed was more concerning. He looked like he was panicked because he couldn't get oxygen. So I checked the cannula and it wasn't working. He kept setting off his alarms, was turning red, and was just stressed out. I finally lifted Jude up and took him to the living room. I held him and stroked his hair until he calmed down and started to breathe easier. However any time I would move he would get stressed again. So I finally took him back to his bed and when I put his oxygen on he calmed down and soon went to sleep. He slept fairly well. His o2 alarms would go off every now and then but he would recover.
The hearing put me in the worst mood. I am just so tired of dealing with things lately. I am tired of people saying "sorry". Tired of the hugs they feel they need to give me. Grateful they are there, but just beat down. Oh and my brakes went out. Dear Lord..........I would like a break now please, thanks. Just call me Grumpy cat today.