Jude had a hard night last night. It was like he floated between good dreams and nightmares. One minute we would heard him giggling through his monitor and the next minute he would be seizing, or crying. Then at therapy today when they put the vital stem on Jude he got upset, but there were no tears. So I looked at him and said "Juders this is how mommy has felt for the last three days. If I could sit at my desk at work and do this I would have". Mike laughed. Watch this video and you will understand.