Tuesday, June 17, 2008
Hmmm I am a little worried today about the next sonogram. At the same time I am also confident that Jude will pull through this pregnancy a healthy boy. I guess I go back and forth with emotions which I am sure is normal in my state. I think I have made up my mind to call my OB and request the 4d sonogram vs going to the level 2 specialist. At this point there really isn't anything they can do if Jude has issues. So therefore, it would alleviate extra stress on me by having my ob check his head vs the level 2 specialists. They are nice, but the knots I get in my stomach waiting in their lobby for an hour cannot be healthy. I cannot explain how ready I am to have this baby and to know if he will be ok or not. I guess maybe it's taking a bit of a toll on me. I am thrilled with all the wonderful news we have gotten lately. Although, it's just the small worrisome feelings that hide out in the shadows of your brain that you still contend with.