I miss Jude

Today is a hard day. The tears keep flowing. My heart hurts, my head hurts, and my stomach hurts. I keep thinking of his tiny little body fighting so very hard until it just couldn't fight anymore. 

It's just one of those days. I realize Jude will not be coming with us on our move and I think it's started a chain of emotions. 

I just miss him. I love you Jude.