Although I am grateful we found the perfect home to move to packing this house has been so difficult. Today has been physically and emotionally draining as I packed one memory after another of Jude. From his Halloween costumes, to school work, to birthday cards. I haven't cried like this since the day Jude died. Also our fence blew down in the storm so we will be cancelling all our plans for the fourth and hopefully people understand.
It will get better but right now it's a hard day. Hard days are allowed.