Jude's pre-op is in a week.
All I keep thinking of is how happy Jude is. I know this is for the best and we will have a very relaxed Jude after his healing is complete, but my mind still drifts. It makes me sad that I am taking a happy boy into surgery which will cause him pain. I guess this is a normal reaction
I know in the end it will be beneficial. I will just keep telling myself that.