Hello Again

It’s been a long time since I’ve written on this blog. It’s not that I haven’t had anything to say; I just don’t think I had the strength to say it. In June, I had gallbladder surgery, and for the second time in a year, it didn’t go as planned. I think that experience quietly began a season of deep reflection and a realization that I needed to focus on truly getting healthy.

I was already feeling inspired to lose weight because Emily is getting married, but I hadn’t reached my breaking point yet. That moment came in October. One night, my heart started racing uncontrollably, and I experienced what seemed like an episode of A-fib. The very next day, I looked in the mirror and didn’t like what I saw, not just physically, but emotionally. I sat down and realized how deeply I had been living in grief. I hadn’t cared much about my appearance, about leaving the house, or, if I’m being honest, about fully living.

I know Jude wouldn’t want that for me. It’s almost as if I could hear him whispering in my ear that it was time to pull myself together—for Emily, her children, Mike, and myself. For the first time in a very long time, I decided to put myself first. Many people have asked what I’ve been doing, so I wanted to share it here.

1. I went to my doctor for a complete checkup. I was pleasantly surprised to learn that my bloodwork and A1C were actually quite good, room for improvement, yes, but overall very solid.

2. I started taking a microdose of a GLP-1, which has significantly reduced my inflammation and even helped the arthritis in my hands. Arthritis—how did that happen? Wasn’t my senior year just two weeks ago?

3. I joined a Pilates studio and committed to sticking with it. To my surprise, I absolutely love it. I go two to three times a week, including a stretch and peace class, which has become my favorite.

4. I put down the wine and haven’t touched it since.

5. I’ve been eating more fish, greens, and lots of chicken salad. At this rate, I may actually turn into chicken salad.

6. I started getting my nails and eyelashes done, not to be perfect, but to feel pretty again. And to my surprise, I really enjoy it.

Rounding the bend to a loss of 50 pounds, I am even more inspired to reach 80 total. I feel like Jude is pushing me and knows good things are ahead. 

I’ve also been spending more quality time with my husband, simply enjoying each other. My job continues to go wonderfully thanks to the incredible people who trust me enough to send referrals. Mike and I are also stepping into a new journey together, one I’m not quite ready to share yet, but I will soon. So be sure to stay tuned. 

I truly hope everyone in blog land is doing well and finding their own sense of peace. I know Jude is watching over us every step of the way. Our loved ones are always near, sending us signs, you just have to be open enough to notice them.

❤️