Wed

I am laying rather low today because I am rather disappointed with yesterdays results with the doctor. I feel like they believe I am just a woman that wants her baby out, and that is not true. I could be assuming that is what they think though, but if my platelets have fallen again on Friday I am not going to be happy. I am looking at three different Iv's within the next few days and it's very discouraging. All these steroids cannot be good for me, or for Jude! I don't like foreign stuff pumped into my body. I could never be a drug addict because I just cannot stand it. I also don't want to be put under in case of a c section either though because I really want to hear Jude cry. I want to know that he is ok. I feel like I am being held prisoner by my dr, and for the first time just do not agree with her thought process. Maybe I will go into labor before Friday, and can avoid all this.........but I doubt that. I have another Ob appt tomorrow so I will update once I go in.